By: Aliaa Fathy
If the heart were a man, I would kill it!
I would prevent it from beating. I would stop its beats, so that I could rest from its constant pain.
As if its pulses beat only in pain.
And if the mind were a man, I would kill it, so so that I could rest from the burden of its clamor and silence the noise within.
I’m so tired. I feel so much pain from the intensity of my heart and thoughts.
My heart aches so much from the many heartbeats that aren’t pulsing with life but with many other painful feelings.
Feelings of loneliness, deprivation, loss, pain, need, and many other painful feelings.
My thoughts also suffered greatly from stress, loss, fatigue, and exhaustion.
Even the words don’t come out neatly, as if they were chaotic touches or marks on paper..
It’s the chaos of emotions that engulfs us…
Scattered feelings resulting from severe, harsh and painful depression.
