By: Aliaa Fathy
About the harshest feeling in the universe: the feeling of disappointment..
And what’s even more difficult is that it happens over and over again, from a relative before a stranger.
How difficult is betrayal when it always comes from the people closest to you !..
It’s as if you’re receiving one slap after another, one slap at a time, one that hits you hard and hurts you deeply..
No matter how much you decide not to be sad or more precise, no matter how much you try to pretend you don’t, it’s a feeling that hurts you inside..
It’s as if you’re burning silently, its flames blazing within you..
Its pain is deadly painful, like a knife stabbing you in the depths of your heart, slowly squeezing your soul out..
You can barely get over a slap after a great effort to move on until another slap hits you.
It’s as if you’re being slapped in the face from every direction, as if nothing and no one can be good until the end.. No beauty lasts..
As if all endings are against you..
As if your destiny is to remain alone, because that’s what’s best for you…
After so much disappointment from everyone, where can you find confidence or security?
Where are you? Where do you find yourself, your comfort, and your inner peace?
Where is the hope you always fantasize about and try to believe in, but it insists on leaving you, telling you that it, too, is just a mirage?
